Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Heya... Me here to blog again... The weather is soooo good today..... Raining day....... :)

But i still need to study later for my exam on friday... Sob..... But another 2 more papers.... I will be freeeeeee!!!!!!! Yeah!!!! Den i will have one week of rest before going back to work.... Think of working den very very sian le..... Cos there is a new person... Den taking my place... Dunno where i will be moved to now... Haiz.... This will be the 4th time i change places.... Temp staff also staff leh.....

Had a bad dream ytd night... Dreamt that i went out for lunch den something happened, there was this prevent and dunno why i gave him money (forgot the details).. After that, i took a cab and saw my primary sch tuition teacher driving the cab.... (She is a good teacher but too bad i lose her contact dunno how she is now) And she was taking another passenger in the cab... I told her i want to go back to my working place and she say there she will take me there as it is in the way... So i took her cab... But after a long time, i found that she is driving further and further away... When i look at my watch, i found out that it is already 7pm+!!! And i have a number of unread sms... My HR msg me to ask me where i am, why so long never return to office? And that why i'm so irresponsible.... blah blah...... I'm sooo sad that i cry..... I try to call back to office but no one answer.... I was tinking of i should go back office to take my bag or not and the next day how?? How i'm i going to face her when i go to work..... Den i saw my ex-boss... and... i forgot.. :p

This show that i got phobia of going back to work.......

Dun feel like going back... If can i will like to change another job, a new environment.....

I have already plan my one week of rest le.... Monday will ask peishan to go see movie and shoppin.. Tuesday go out with SIM frenz for KTV... Wednesday accompany my mum cos she take leave, at night maybe go clubbing... Thursday is Vesak Day... Friday maybe ask peishan to continue shopping (cos usually 1 day of shopping is not enough for us.. :p)... Sat will see how ba... Den Sun rest at home preparing for next day work....... :(

For now, i hope to do better on my POA paper... Cos i know i really do badly on my first 2 paper.... I very scare for CF... Feeling that i will flunk... Cos it is very hard and i havent study finish yet... Haiz.... Die....

But will do my best... at least i done my very best... So no regrets.....

Kk... That's all for today... Ciao.....

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