Career Crisis~~~~

I'm really in a dilemna as to what to do.... Haiz.... I noe that i won't stay long in my current job as:

1. Bad boss
2. Too admin work, not really adding value to my resume unless i plan to be head of admin.. -_-
3. Contract job
4. No interest

I wanted to change but as everyone noe... The economy is bad now and i tink everyone will say stay in the job until find something beta....

Wanted to try out **** but den my mum disapprove.... Although i use to tink like her.. But.... If you are not taking a chance, you will never know... Maybe i will make it big???? Cos i dun tink i'm a desk-bound type of ppl......

But there is other point too.... I, myself, also scare that i wont be able to make it..... I need to change my mindset, be more confident and also more decisive...... I believe if i can make it, i will be a beta person????? lol.... no lah... but maybe stronger character???

The problem is.... Do i have the courage to make the step out without my mum's support?????

Afraid of trying new things and also failure is almost everyone weakness and also the traditional thought of everyone...... Stable job with stable income is good..... But when will i make it big???? in my 40s? 50s?.......

I know that it will be tough in the first few months... except with my weak mindset..... I thought of giving myself 6mths to prove myself..... After that, if i still cannot, i will go back to my stable job and stable income.....

Conclusion...... I still dunno what to do.... Maybe if my mum support me, i will try.... But now... I really really dunno what to do..... Haiz....

Long time never blog le.... Cos after work very tired den weekend want to rest...... Got soooo many grumbling from work.... But dun waste time toking abt the unhappy stuff.....

Went to Bangkok with my youngest in end Feb... And here are some pics......

We took Tiger Airways... 12.40pm flight..... The flight was bumpy... OMG... When we passed through the clouds, it feels like riding on mild roller coaster..... We really jumped out of our seats.... Luckily nth happens and i'm still here bloggin.....

Anyway, when we reached there and after checking in all that, we were veri veri hungry.....

So.... We decided to go hunt for food.... And our first meal there is................



PHAD THAI....... With coconut drink and we even tried something new..... Milky Chicken...... Taste ok.......

After that, we went shopping at pratunum market as we stayed nearby.....On the way back, i saw something familar.... That is the "banana prata" i tried when i went to Phuket last year.....



We bought 1 back to the hotel for supple... :) I tink prefer one is nicer.....

Took some pic of our shopping loots.......

Each of us bought 3 shoes and it is onli the first day!!!!

The shoes are onli at 99 baht each...... less den $5.... So cheap....


Bottom 3 is mine......

Mine - 2 top and 2 dress.....



My aunt - 5 dress.....

We bought a shawl each......

Oh yeah... forgot to introduce our hotel.......

We stayed at The Ecotel.... Ven recommended de... Cos she stayed there with her bf b4....

Overall not bad lah... The hotel staff quite friendly..... But the shower water is either too hot or too cold.... We need to adjust it throughout shower..... And the air-con too.... But ok lah... that one not much prob.....

Our second day, we went to CTC..... It was raining in the morning.... Luckily it stopped while we were there.....

After that, we proceed to MBK for our late lunch at Fuji..... The price is really cheap compare to singapore and the portion quite big too.....

My aunt ordered the tempura set....

Extra side dish....

Mine is the sushi set.......

We are both every satisfied with our bento set.... :)

After lunch, we went for manicure... A muz do in BKK.... Cheap and nice.....

I do hand and leg for 400Baht onli.....

My aunt too.... It's all hand drawn.... But the bad thing is, we sit there for 1 hr plus.....

After we went back to hotel, we proceed to do massage....... I love the massage there.... Last time i went to the one near Asia hotel, need 200baht 1hr massage.... But we found a cheaper one 150baht onli.......

Near our hotel, there are some food stalls.... So we decided to try some.....

Chao Siew Mee.....

Like Oyster omelette..... But with more ingredients... Like mussel, clams, lala and prawns..... I like it that they fried until crispy.... But quite oily....

Loots at CTC.......

My aunt's loots.....

The third day, we went pratumn market and platium mall..... That night was raining when we came out from Platium Mall.... Luckily the rain begin to get smaller after awhile and we decided to flag a cab.... But it's veri hard... Cos the road was jam...... And the people tell us walking back to the hotel is faster den taking cab....... So we decided to drag our tired legs when our heavy loots back........

Finally, we reached our hotel.... Wanted to go Chinatown for dinner.... But the cab driver told us the traffic is veri heavy... Will take 1-2hr to get there.... Therefore, we changed our plan and went to the nearby seafood resturant near our place....

We ordered prawn ve..... (dunno how to spell), tomyan soup, fried sotong and kang kong....Dunno they have kang kong too.... :)

Very very full meal.... yum......

Last day... Going back to Singapore in the evening..... Last minute shopping at pratum market and den a trip to the hair salon.... My aunt cut and dye 1000 baht.... I juz cut and treatment 600baht.... The lady boss veri nice.... Her english quite good.... Even treat us "Ice Kachang" and "Banana prata".... Their "Ice Kachang" looks like ours... But the ingredient they have more variety...... She ordered the Ah Ta Che one for us...... Cos the weather veri hot......

At the airport... Sob.....

Last meal...... Dinner - Pizza.... Veri nice.... I like the crust... Veri crispy... And the ingredient... We ordered seafood pizza... They are veri generous with it.... Unlike singapore.....

It is near to gate F....

Goodbye Bangkok...... I will be back......