Today is my first paper... Marketing.... And it is sooooo demoralising... i tink i failed le...... Haiz..... so sad.....

Actually before the paper when i'm studying, i feel like giving up.... Not studying, not taking exams..... And during the exam, i already know that i will fail and was tinking that i can afford to fail one subject but the rest of the remaining subject i have to score well in order to compensate.... And i still got the tinking that even if i failed 2 subject i can still grad.... But that is BAD.....

I WILL NOT AND CANNOT FAIL 2 SUBJECTS....... I will try my best in my other subjects as i tink that i still havent put in my best effort.... actually also partly of my idiot stomach/gastric... It's been giving mi pains on and off...... and causing my precious sleep sometimes..... If it doesnt get beta i tink i need to go c doctor le...... Haiz....

Tmr meeting loy them to study in sch... Hope tat will be able to finish my MSM this week and start will Macro next week... Actually i'm abit afraid of macro as i still havent start and i'm weak in macro...... cannot understand the question......

Have book my practical lesson with uncle tan for next monday..... Hope tat i will be able to drive out soon.... :)

I'm dying soon....... Marketing exam this coming thurs and i have finish memorising all.... so many topics.....

The worse part is i feel tired and dun have the mood to study and my stomach? gastrics? pains that i cannot concentrate too......

Feeling quite blue now......

Hope that i will be able to score well for my marketing and somehow get enough information in my head for the exams and able to score a second upper degree.......