A New Beginning

Wonder if i've made the right choice... But well.... U never know until u tried rite..... So.... Juz hope for the best now... :p

Hmmm..... My wishlist:

1. Sign up for spa package
2. Sign up for yoga/pilates
3. Buy a new wardrobe
4. Buy aircon
5. Go Japan
6. Go Taiwan
7. Go Europe
8. Go Korea for snow skiing
9. Buy Burberry wallet
10. Buy a good watch

Hmm... so far i can onli tink of these.... So.... hopefully can fulfil all... :)

New chapter of my life!!!! Here i come!!!! :)

Haiz... i tink i have enough... i cant go on like tat.... it's making mi poor poor poor.....

So, i decided to look for a new job... which will at least provide mi with some form of security....

Getting so tired of slacking at home all tat.... many may tink... hey.. slacking at home not bad... but when u c ur frenz buying, shopping, eating at restaurants... but u can't... cos u have no money.... tat's pathetic.....

i noe i dun have self discipline... so i guess this job is not cut out for mi... i'm more suitable for those monotone job... go work, finish work, go home, new day...

haiz.... but at least i have an income for mi to spend rite... now i have the time... but not the money.... den, i will have the money but not the time... there is no 2 best rite....

it is all due to my lack of motivation..... haiz... how i wish i can juz marry a rich guy.. lolx... juz day-dreaming... most of the gals will dream abt it.....

But of cos lah... tat is not realistic..... unless i look like cindy crawford or anglina jolin..... but too bad i'm not... so bad to work..... hmm... at least find a job i like rite... at least not so unbearable... but wat is the job of my dream?? i dunno... hmm... maybe a job i can travel and also give mi a sense of achievement, unlike the normal data entry job... wat job satisfaction?? "yeah, i finish entering my 500th data!" -_-

So hope hope hope tat i can find my dream job soon.... :)

OMG... The weather is sooooo hot today.... And i feel sick sick sick...

Shit....

Bodyaching and somemore veri tired..... Like having fever.. But will i measure my temperature... Dun have leh... 36.3 onli.. Dunno is the thermometer got prob or wat.... :(

I tink cos i dun drink enough water and the weather so hectic... Hot den rain..... Sianz... should go buy liang cha and drink....

Now feeling hungry... But dunno wat to eat.... And dun feel like eating too... Haiz....

And i realli realli should start to work le.... Been nua-ing for too long le.... Later no money... Haiz... after paying the idiot insurance.. Mi now soooooo poor.... :(

Next mon going fortune teller with XY... Hopefully can get some good advice from there... Wan to ask abt my career and love life....

I dunno if this line is suitable for mi... But i wan to give it a shot... But mi no self motivation leh.. haiz... dunno wat to do....

As for my love life... It sucks!!!!! Can't believe that i'm single for 25 years le... Where is my prince charming??????? My standard not veri high wat..... Friends ard mi getting married le... And i have not even get hitched.... Wat's going on.... Maybe i will remain single for the rest of my life and die of loneliness.... Lol... no lah.... Not so pessimistic lah.... But i wan to have at least a child to acc mi.... Maybe i will juz go get pregant and become a single mother.... lol......

Been tinking of setting up an online shop... Hmmm.... Need to set up a website first... But i'm comp idiot... Anyone can help mi and contact mi... :) But i say first ar... mi no $$.... Sooooo....... is voluntary work... :P

Haiz... dilemma dilemma dilemma....

Wat to do... I'm so confused.... haiz........

Long time no blog le.....

So maybe blog abit lor......

As you noe.... i dun ever ever have a bf b4.... so when someone pays attention to mi, of cos i'm veri happy.... But the thing is.... he's not realli my type... But i'm feeling bad.. like leading him on when i noe i wont accept him..... haiz.... tink i juz thrive the attention....

You noe it feels realli good tat someone is paying attention to u, all that.... and i dun have it in the last 24 year of my life...... but i will feel bad lor..... haiz... dunno lah.... feels so confuse now.....

Like the attention... but wrong guy for mi..... Oh god.... cant u give mi someone i like???? I'm not picky u noe.... i juz wan someone average, tall, stable career (earning more den mi) and same education level, of cos not to say caring and all.... haiz.... i'm realli not picky......

Wat i'm i to do??? u noe usually gals will get jealous if the guy u likes flirt with other gals or so fore.... but i dun have tat feeling lor.... so guess i'm not in love with him.....

-_-.......................... We will c how ba.... realli realli dunno wat to do....