I'm now working.. Lunch time now.. so using the time where lesser people in the office.. faster write a blog... Later my poly friend, Ice, is having her birthday party... Dunno wan to go or not.. A bit sian... cos ailing and amy both not going... den i'm not veri close with her too..... sianz.... And still need to rot til 7.30-45pm for joy..

Maybe i should go... Maybe can noe some yandao (dreaming..).. lol... But i need to train myself lah.. Not to be so dependant on other people.. They dun go doesn't mean that i cannot go wat.... But the rest of the class not close leh.. They go out together also never ask mi.... *disappointed*... so... i need to be more enthu....

Maybe use the time go Chinatown buy D.I.Y belt for Hong Tin since she last day soon.... And quite good to me...

Feeling tired... Why so many people leave the company... Now most of the people i dunno who... Sianz... Feel like quiting.. but my mum dun allow.. And if i quit.. no allowance.. worse.. And now very hard to find a job which pay so high le.....

Sleepy! Yesterday sleep early le.. Why still feeling sleepy??

Oh.. Forgot.... Last blog i say that i will be going wakeboarding right.... Today never go... Cos they suddenly postponed it to next friday... Which i cannot make it!!!! So, there's another reason to y i cannot make more friends (refer to previous blog): God's Will.......

Next friday going to JB to buy mooncake and shopping!!! But i wan to go wakeboarding... been waiting... den now cannot go.. so sad... y they wan to postpone??? cannot to other day meh.. sat also can..... Haiz... admit it... I'm bad luck.... Or should i go wakeboarding instead of JB????

AHHHHHH....... Dunno how......

Can only wish me luck for later and hope that i won't pull out last min.... Hmmm.... if they got manjong beta (hands itch) Haha......

Beta go back to work.. More and more ppl coming back..... Ciao....

Now in school using the computer.. so sian.... haiz... no one to accompany me... *lonely*

Just finish my CF lecture at 12pm... need to rot til 1.30pm for my next lesson.....

Start school for 2 weeks le and i haven't really make any friends... so far only 2.. very pathetic.... *sob* how... I need friends to survive.... Want to go join CCAs... but their timing crashes with mine... as i need to work when i'm not studying..... *sob* Tmr got a wakeboarding session for 1 day... hmmm.... hope that i can make more friends there....

Conclusion as to why i cannot make more friends:

1) I'm too shy to approach people
2) No opportunity (my class all lecture hall.. hundreds of people together... how to make friends)
3) My appearance (fat!!)
4) I'm not approachable
5) SIM is too big??
6) Others (until i can think of more)

Now i hungry le.. how?? Haiz.. tink later go buy biscuit eat lor.....

Going to lecture soon.... wish me luck for tmr wakeboarding....

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School start for 1 week le... Very tired.... cos mon, wed, thurs need to go sch and tues, fri need to work.....

SIM very hard to make friends there as my lesson all in lecture hall.... SO many people together.. how to make friends.... ok.. so far i only make 2 new friends from different modules and coincidentally, they are both called diana.... Hmm... seemed like i'm quite "fated" with the name diana...

Hope to be able to make more friends there to expand my social circle... thinking of joining cca might help.. but.... in the end, the cca so few.... Finally, we (my primary school friend, xueling) decided to sign up for wakeboarding and tennis... but tennis is on every tues... dun tink i can make it... need to work for my expenses..... as for wakeboarding... it is 1 day on friday... so it is beta... but, xueling say she juz rebond for hair.. scare later the sea water damage her hair.. so need to reconsider... Actually wan to join the UOL student representative club... but it is so hot that they have already recruited enough people when i wanted to join....

Did i mention that Ambrose the lecturer from singapore polytechnic is teaching part time in SIM.... Saw it in a forum discussion.... I knew it before but to hear people talking about it... it is another method... well... i can only wish good luck to those who are taught by him....

How i wish i dunnid to work.... haiz.... but my mum say if i can survive with my savings... so ahead and quit..... But my monthly expenses up to $500... how not to work...

The time now is 12.58am... beta go slp now.... tmr still need to go to sch...

Promise to write here more consistantly.....