Yeah yeah yeah..... I finally passed my FTT..... HAPPY!!!!! So scare that i will fail again.... But today got a good feeling.... :)

Although there is some ques which i nvr see before.. but luckily i still passed....

There is one ques abt, wat will u do if there is a pull when u brake...

a) change tyre around
b) pump ur brakes
c) check with a mechanics asap

i tink i choose a... cos i remember a punctual tyre will pull down... but dunno wat is the correct ans...

and another one abt the brake fade.... nvr heard of it b4....

Nevertheless.... I still passed.... lalalala..... :)

Ahhhh.... IT'S DAMN HOT TODAY!!!!!!! I really need to concentrate on IM.... but the weather is soooo hot that i cannot concentrate....... The option, diversification, immunisation, etc is making mi MAD!!!!!!! When i see the notes, the formulas..... my head pains........

8 May is my first paper... and i realli need to study..... And gotten passed all my paper....

HELP.........

Cannot finish studying and the subjects are all soooo hard........ esp FI and IM..... Y muz they be the core module.....

Hot!!!!! it is killing my mood to study...... and my house dun have air-con.......

I'm soooo sad today.... Failed my FTT for the stupid 3rd times..... I dun tink there will be anyone worse than mi... I believe when i tell my instructor he also faint.... muz be tinking, "How can this gal fail her FTT so many times.... Muz be very stupid.".....

Haiz.... i also buy the stupid questions and answers book and i tink i bought the wrong book.... It doesnt help much...... I saw ppl sit beside mi passed... den mi... Haiz.... I realli got study lor... ok... read through the FTT book once and twice on the stupid book..... And i'm feeling feverish.... After i came back from sch, i study for a while and nap for 1hr as i'm feeling veri tired..... When i wake up.... "boom" i felt the heat in my body and my head felt heavy.....So i drink the "cooling water" and take a bath... But when i was on my way to CDC, i still feel unwell...... Dunno whether it is the prob.... Ytd eat too many durian le.... Heaty... Muz drink more water....

This sat having practical lesson with Uncle Tan, my instructor for the first time... Nervous.... He is introduced to mi by Hong..... Nervous..... But hong tell mi that the first lesson normally wont get to drive... cos onli familiarise with the car...... Learn driving veri exp leh... No money... sad... tink need to ask my mum to sponsor some le.....

Shan went to ShangHai for attachment last Sunday...... So good right... really envy her..... Hope that i will be able to go Shanghai find her in jun... cos heard from news that the price to China will raise in Jul cos of the Olympics..... And that we need Visa to go from Jul... so it is beta to go in jun......

I really scare that i cannot finish studying all...... Haiz.... need to try my best le.....

Going to try to lose some weights.... hope tat by studying at home will help... But den... when i'm studying.. i like to snacks on things...... Hmmm... we will c how ba.....

I feel my stamina dropping... last time i can study til 3+ at night... But now, i feel sleepy the whole day and at night ard 1+,2+ i feel sleepy and need to go to bed already.... Tink need to buy some chicken essence to drink.......

2 more weeks to May...... Haiz... Why times flew when u dun wan it to......

Ytd my hp charge spolit.... cannot charge at all..... so need to use comp to charge.... beta den nth lah... need to go to samsung and ask... as i still have the warranty.....

Tmr going for my FTT... Hope tat i will pass.... cos i fail once le and i dun wan to re-take again and i also wan to start my practical lesson faster......

Last week went to s-something cafe at Holland V.. The cafe has games and food.... there are different types of games... We played a few but i tink Topple is nice and Cluedo..... We didnt manage to finish Cluedo as our package time is up..... As we reached there ard 5pm and the student package is until 6pm and ladies nite is 6-10pm... So the timing veri weird... But the boss (i tink so) veri good... He allow us to pay for the ladies nite package from 5pm to 9pm...... The package is $6 per person and meal $6... The western food not bad....... After tat, luckily for mi, Dinah's bf come to fetch her.... den i lobang her car.... Actually thinking of juz dropping mi off at a bus-stop but her bf veri good.... send mi home.... although his road direction not veri good.... but at least he send mi home rite..... And i'm the first to reach home.... haha.....

I want to go to this type of cafe again.... Heard that there is one near Dhoby Ghaut not bad.. Minds Cafe (i noe i spell wrongly)........ It is fun to go there to chill out and have fun..... Actually we wanted to try to De Coder Cafe.. Cos i saw the advertisement at the bus-stop of SIM.. It is the bus stop opps SIM,.... so we all laz to go there check and Dinah say that she tink she noe where..... den in the end it is the wrong one... so we decided to share cab to holland V.....

Oh yeah... shan is going to ShangHai for her internship... i tink she leaving next week and coming back in aug..... And she still havent confirm with mi when are we supposed to meet...... Haiz.... beta msg her later......

Later studies been slow.... esp for FI and IM.... Headach!!!!!! y muz that be the compulsory module.... so damn hard....... And somemore the lect not good one and the notes all soooooo messy...... F**king sian....... Really regret last year fall one module.. if not now dunnid to study for one more......

P.S is there anyone really reading my blog? if yes, kindly leave a comment at the tag box?????? tks.... :)

Today never study again.... :p Promise to catch up over the weekends.... :)

Last thurs went JB with Loydrea... We went in ard 12pm + and eat lunch there.... We went to the Jap restaurant for sushi.... dunno y we go there eat.... the food not veri cheap.....

Den, we proceed to comb City Square.... :)

Loydrea bought alot of things and spend like S$300 there... Wow.... and unknowingly too.... cos it doesn't look like alot at that time.... We bought an identical halter top :) this is the second same top we bought.....

I bought a decor, hmmm.... how do u decribe it.... it is those dangling things, like curtains whereby u put at ur door there..... When i'm free den will take pic and post up.....

Wat is frustrating is that, our motive of going JB is to buy contact lens cos it is like $30-40 cheaper than s'pore...... So, we went there and ask the optical shops for the price and then decide which shop is the cheapest.... Den, we came across this optical shop call, Focus, at level 3... The salesperson say that the contact lens we went is having promotion.... I tink is buy 2 boxes free 1 box which is similar to the rest of the shop... But they will give us 2 trial pairs instead of 1 like the others...... So we decided to buy from there.....

The time is ard 9pm and Loydrea wanted to check her eyesight.... so she took out her contact lens and need to wait for half an hour before checking.... so we went to shop ard and went back at 9.40pm to check.... by the time loydrea is done, it is close to 10pm... and the shops at City Square close at 10pm.... Den, when we wanted to buy the contact lens, the salesgal told us that the contact lens we wanted don't have sales is the other type have.... den mi and loy very fare up.... waste our time there..... and they keep asking us to buy the other type..... loy dun wan to buy... cos her eyes veri sensitive... onli one brand can use.... so we decided not to buy and hurried to other shop to c if they are close....

There is one shop, Optical 88, at level one, next to the money changer, near macdonalds, loydrea went there b4 and she say the salesperson veri good.... but too bad when we went there earlier, the guy izzit there and the one who service us like dunno anything...... Anyway... so we rushed down and c that the shop is dark but the door is still opened.... so we went in and asked.... and the guy loydrea say veri good de is there... (i tink he is the manager or something lor) den he realli realli veri good... he will sell us the contact lens with 2 free trial pairs too... even though we didnt ask.... at that time, got shop selling veri good le... we onli want to buy contact lens.....

The salesperson recognise loydrea even after 2 months...... Cos my money not enough to buy 1 year supply, which i initially wanted to (spend too much le..:P), and luckily, they onli have 3 boxes instead of the 4 boxes i need... so i just bought 3 boxes and the guy still give mi 2 trial pairs..... Nice rite.... Next time will definitely go buy from him again.... :)

Den on fri after sch, i met Ailing at bugis for dinner and shopping...... I'm very happy... cos i managed to buy what i want.... online they are selling for $20+ and i got it for $10 onli... :) Bought 4 shirts and 1 t-shirt... :) Happy... Need retail therapy lah,..... Although it will make mi veri veri broke... since i dun have any income now.... but..... dun buy veri wat leh... cannot control.... :)

Den Sunday is my cousin's full month and her sister's birthday.... So have buffet at my grandmother's house..... So many ppl that day..... The buffet food not veri nice... The sweet and sour fish veri hard... dunno y... I onli like the vegetables.... with lots of mushrooms... Yummmm..... The dry mee siam not bad lah......

Hmmm.... will blog til here..... next time will post pic.... but cannot promise... haha......

Arggggghhhh... Should be studyin now and not blogging...... Cos my mum use the comp to fill her tax.... So tempt mi to use the comp...... Haiz.... Later muz study... Need to finish my marketing by this month... Which is this coming monday.... And i still have 5 topics to go..... Havent even touch my IM and Macro... Die lah.... FI and MSM onli touch abit.... Realli scared cannot finish.....

Next week going to JB with Loydrea to buy contact lens.... Cos there buy cheaper.... Hopefully everything goes smoothly..... Go there shop shop also... Need retail therapy...

Last week there is a career fair going on in our school... But the companies there not veri related to what i want..... While we are there, we were approached by Great Eastern insurance..... They talk until like can earn alot of money, flexible hours, etc..... But den we need to find our own client which i dun like...... My networking sucks..... We went there during lunch hours and they tok to us for abt 1 hr... we are soooo hungry by then.....

At the fair, we came across an auditing firm which looks quite good... therefore, i will KIV it and see how......

But i'm quite disappointing that there was no banks, HSBC not counted cos it is HSBC Insurance, which i wan to know more abt....

Next tues got OCBC career talk going on... But the seats are fully booked..... We will still go to try our luck..... Hopefully a lot of ppl cannot make it and we can go in..... :)

Den fri after revision class meet up with Ailing to go Bugis for SHOPPING!!!!!!....Need it.... :p

MY AIM:

SCORE ABOVE 60 FOR ALL MY SUBJECTS!!!!! GANBUTE!!!!!

It's a rainy day again..... It's been raining for few days already.... Although i prefer raining days den sunny days... (cos it will be hot at home) But the rain is making mi sleepy.... cannot concentrate on my studies.... I'm going nowhere.... Haiz... Someone plsssss help mi...... I really need to get a start on the study mood......

The modules are a killer and i really need to concentrate and start studying....... I dun wan to fail any this year..... I wan to graduate with good scores.... Haiz....

Last week meet up with Kacy for a movie, The Leap Years.... It's good... Romantic..... I like Ananda... He is soooo fit... Good body..... :p

After movie, we sit down at Coffee Bean for some drinks and cake and chit-chat..... Kacy gave mi an update on what is going on in the office.....

I'm really scare for my exams....,... sob..... But the thing is... i'm all tok but no action.... I need something to motivate mi......

Hope tat shan is on for our sat shopping spree..... I tink retail therapy might help... lol......

This is my last year.. so i dun wan to have any regret....

Hmm..... I like writing here and there.... going to something den back to my study...... But i can't help thinking abt it..... If i can convert this energy into my studies it will be good for mi....

Dunno when is our career fair..... There is one coming up... but the companies participate is not what i wan..... So hoping that there will be another more useful one coming.... Need to start sending resume le.... Kiasu... After hearing so many people sending le......

Sometimes my future seemed so bleak....
Dark and black without lights....
Worry and shivering....
Hope tat one can guide me through.....


P.S Ailing..... when u free??? we go Asia Bar????

Today is 3rd March le..... Haiz.... so fast March le.... This sat got marketing mock exam but i still havent study finish.... Die.... The other subject all haven't started.... When i see my MSM notes i sian 1/2 le.... Cos veri messy... All the topics here and there....

Must really start working hard... dun wan to be like last year......

Wed meeting Kacy for dinner.... veri long never c her le...... tink she getting skinnier and skinnier... Haiz.... life in citibank is like tat...... Den friday going out with mum to bugis there to pray for my studies..... den to chinatown to buy something.....

I'm getting poorer and poorer.......

Sometimes, i'm scared of graduating, looking for a job, working full time...... I like challenges... I dun like to be doing the same thing day by day... It's boring..... So i tinking.... Do i really want to work 9-6 deskbound job??? Is it really suitable for mi??? I like travelling..... So perhaps i can find a job which need mi to go oversea from times to times or they will post mi to another country for ard 2 years..... I like to experience new things..... I kind of regret the way i live my life.....

For example, i regret that i'm not tat active in school, not joining any clubs, activities.... When there is opportunities to go oversea for intern, i didn't go (although partly is because i dun have $$).... And there is soooo many things i wan to try.... I wan to learn subra-diving, dancing, etc..... And i wan to try water-sports....... Most of all, i wan to travel the world!!! I wan to try backpacking, with a few frenz, driving along maybe, New Zealand? Australia?.....

I envy my cousins... They are able to go to european country for exchange programme and to places like Africa for their internship...... How i wish i got the chance to go....... And how i wish i'm a guy or at least not the only child and have the funds to go...... But i'm not.... My mum will worried abt mi, and i have no money to do so......

So, i hope to be able to earn money and when oversea to different countries each year..... I know some of u may think that, "Oh, just save money and go for a tour ard the world when u retire.." But i can't wait.. And when i'm old, who knows wat will happen??? So, i wan to take a look at the world while i'm young...... I dun wan to have anymore regrets in my life....... And i dun wan mine to be normal, ordinary.....

Long time never blog le... Cos CNY buz mah....

Done my eyelash extension at BKK for 700bht onli...... Although it is dense but too short le.... I still like it.... But very troublesome to take care... cannot wash face properly, cannot rub my eyes (got habit to rub when i wake up)..... And my after dew weeks... It become veri untidy.... Haiz.....




My D.I.Y nails.. since i dun get to do it in BKK.... Buy nail sticker from Sasa and paste the pearl on myself.... Nice??? :)




Outfit for CNY.. Tube dress from MNG..... Bought during the sales from Malaysia.....


Pictures of my mum, mi and my 2 cousins.....






At my grand-uncle house....

The dog is sooo cute and furry... But it has onli 1 eye... Cos that time went for operation..... But still as cute... :p




Bought Toto for tmr... Prize $10,000,000.. (I tink so)... hope tat i won... :)

Tmr going to my previous attachment place to visit..... With Jianyong.. another fren..... But before that will go to ubi to register for my driving lesson... Have been dragging for a long time le... Muz finish it this time..... Need to get my driving license before i start working....

Hmmm.... abt working.. i really scare that i cannot find a job... cos my fren took mi that her lecturer said banks are freezing headcounts..... Haiz.... y when i'm going to graduate den like tat..... Really hope tat i can find a job that i like.......

Friday going to sch to study with loy them... den after that got FI makeup lesson.. Haiz... havent even start studying and my notes still veri messy...... Oh god... plssss help mi........

Den sat going to chalet which lijin and meishi organise for their fren bday... u muz be wondering.. den i go there for wat... well... their celebration is on sunday.... so we will go there on sat to play manjong... lol........

The below pics are not in orders.... Sorry... Laz.....

This is our room......



The reception....


The hotel breakfast... It comes with fruits too.......


American Breakfast....


Pan Cake Breakfast


Memorial Bridgement Night Market.....



Sum Luan Night Market...

At the BTS station.....

Their train veri nice....

The Japanese Restaurant.....

Free desert... Glass Jelly.....

Funny sign i saw at MBK... Y in US$????


Our flight is FD3502.....

At BKK airport....

There are alot of ppl at the custom......


The cheap and nice thai restaurant..... The beer there very cheap wor....

This is the hotpot.....

The leftover of the fish.....

My favourite.... Crispy fish salad......





Before eating the crispy fish salad... u need to pour the mango salad over the crispy fish....

T&K at Chinatown....

The famous wanton mee near Asia Hotel...

Shoes i bought....

And Bags....


Pouch for my frenz and the Naraku is for mi..... The blus thing is actually a mirror....

Food i bought back.... And the volka disco limited edition bought from DFS at the airport...

Non-authentic Anna Sui wallet and Naraku tissue-cum-coin pouch for my mum....

Love this tee i bought....

The rest of the loots i laz to take pic... so... tat's it..... :)