Long time no blog le.....

So maybe blog abit lor......

As you noe.... i dun ever ever have a bf b4.... so when someone pays attention to mi, of cos i'm veri happy.... But the thing is.... he's not realli my type... But i'm feeling bad.. like leading him on when i noe i wont accept him..... haiz.... tink i juz thrive the attention....

You noe it feels realli good tat someone is paying attention to u, all that.... and i dun have it in the last 24 year of my life...... but i will feel bad lor..... haiz... dunno lah.... feels so confuse now.....

Like the attention... but wrong guy for mi..... Oh god.... cant u give mi someone i like???? I'm not picky u noe.... i juz wan someone average, tall, stable career (earning more den mi) and same education level, of cos not to say caring and all.... haiz.... i'm realli not picky......

Wat i'm i to do??? u noe usually gals will get jealous if the guy u likes flirt with other gals or so fore.... but i dun have tat feeling lor.... so guess i'm not in love with him.....

-_-.......................... We will c how ba.... realli realli dunno wat to do....