A New Beginning

Wonder if i've made the right choice... But well.... U never know until u tried rite..... So.... Juz hope for the best now... :p

Hmmm..... My wishlist:

1. Sign up for spa package
2. Sign up for yoga/pilates
3. Buy a new wardrobe
4. Buy aircon
5. Go Japan
6. Go Taiwan
7. Go Europe
8. Go Korea for snow skiing
9. Buy Burberry wallet
10. Buy a good watch

Hmm... so far i can onli tink of these.... So.... hopefully can fulfil all... :)

New chapter of my life!!!! Here i come!!!! :)

Haiz... i tink i have enough... i cant go on like tat.... it's making mi poor poor poor.....

So, i decided to look for a new job... which will at least provide mi with some form of security....

Getting so tired of slacking at home all tat.... many may tink... hey.. slacking at home not bad... but when u c ur frenz buying, shopping, eating at restaurants... but u can't... cos u have no money.... tat's pathetic.....

i noe i dun have self discipline... so i guess this job is not cut out for mi... i'm more suitable for those monotone job... go work, finish work, go home, new day...

haiz.... but at least i have an income for mi to spend rite... now i have the time... but not the money.... den, i will have the money but not the time... there is no 2 best rite....

it is all due to my lack of motivation..... haiz... how i wish i can juz marry a rich guy.. lolx... juz day-dreaming... most of the gals will dream abt it.....

But of cos lah... tat is not realistic..... unless i look like cindy crawford or anglina jolin..... but too bad i'm not... so bad to work..... hmm... at least find a job i like rite... at least not so unbearable... but wat is the job of my dream?? i dunno... hmm... maybe a job i can travel and also give mi a sense of achievement, unlike the normal data entry job... wat job satisfaction?? "yeah, i finish entering my 500th data!" -_-

So hope hope hope tat i can find my dream job soon.... :)

OMG... The weather is sooooo hot today.... And i feel sick sick sick...

Shit....

Bodyaching and somemore veri tired..... Like having fever.. But will i measure my temperature... Dun have leh... 36.3 onli.. Dunno is the thermometer got prob or wat.... :(

I tink cos i dun drink enough water and the weather so hectic... Hot den rain..... Sianz... should go buy liang cha and drink....

Now feeling hungry... But dunno wat to eat.... And dun feel like eating too... Haiz....

And i realli realli should start to work le.... Been nua-ing for too long le.... Later no money... Haiz... after paying the idiot insurance.. Mi now soooooo poor.... :(

Next mon going fortune teller with XY... Hopefully can get some good advice from there... Wan to ask abt my career and love life....

I dunno if this line is suitable for mi... But i wan to give it a shot... But mi no self motivation leh.. haiz... dunno wat to do....

As for my love life... It sucks!!!!! Can't believe that i'm single for 25 years le... Where is my prince charming??????? My standard not veri high wat..... Friends ard mi getting married le... And i have not even get hitched.... Wat's going on.... Maybe i will remain single for the rest of my life and die of loneliness.... Lol... no lah.... Not so pessimistic lah.... But i wan to have at least a child to acc mi.... Maybe i will juz go get pregant and become a single mother.... lol......

Been tinking of setting up an online shop... Hmmm.... Need to set up a website first... But i'm comp idiot... Anyone can help mi and contact mi... :) But i say first ar... mi no $$.... Sooooo....... is voluntary work... :P

Haiz... dilemma dilemma dilemma....

Wat to do... I'm so confused.... haiz........

Long time no blog le.....

So maybe blog abit lor......

As you noe.... i dun ever ever have a bf b4.... so when someone pays attention to mi, of cos i'm veri happy.... But the thing is.... he's not realli my type... But i'm feeling bad.. like leading him on when i noe i wont accept him..... haiz.... tink i juz thrive the attention....

You noe it feels realli good tat someone is paying attention to u, all that.... and i dun have it in the last 24 year of my life...... but i will feel bad lor..... haiz... dunno lah.... feels so confuse now.....

Like the attention... but wrong guy for mi..... Oh god.... cant u give mi someone i like???? I'm not picky u noe.... i juz wan someone average, tall, stable career (earning more den mi) and same education level, of cos not to say caring and all.... haiz.... i'm realli not picky......

Wat i'm i to do??? u noe usually gals will get jealous if the guy u likes flirt with other gals or so fore.... but i dun have tat feeling lor.... so guess i'm not in love with him.....

-_-.......................... We will c how ba.... realli realli dunno wat to do....

Haiz.... Been sick with sore throat and cough for these past few days.....

Last friday went to a home salon with Choo Qing..... Long time never see her le..... I went to dye hair and she to rebond.... The price quite cheap.. for my length to dye is onli $40.....

I dye dark brown.... likes abit like black... cos working ma.. cannot dye too striking colour...

Our appointment is actually at 8pm.... But we lost our way there... :p Cos need to walk there from Aljunied mrt station... It is at Sims Drive..... Den by the time we reached there is like 8 plus going to 9 le..... And this is the first time i do my hair until 11plus..... :0 haha

Next sat is Hong's ROM... veri fast wor.... i havent go buy my dress... :P... going shopping with shan on thurs.... den also buy present too.... :) The venue will be at Sheraton..... Last week went shopping with loydrea help her find dress for her cousin wedding.... saw some dresses not bad de... can consider... :)

Have not been working... haiz... need to buck up le... boss is back.... lol.... next wed got meeting... sure ask us for our update de.... :P

Hmm.... sometimes i c ppl couple veri envious wor... dunno when my prince charming will come... Xiao min now veri "xin fu" lor.... cos she met a good guy online.... But dunno y... i'm dun realli like the idea of looking for one online.... I rather is through frenz, work or something.... At least we c each other le... And not chat le.. meet up den you know... sometimes will have disappointment not onli mi hor...the other party also... mi not pretty lor.....

Dun like to rush into things lah... and somemore now i should concentrate on my career first... but still.... you noe lah... somethings you juz wan someone by your side.... can share your happiness or sadness with them..... someone to console u, support u, and take care of u when u not feeling well.... haiz..... Realli wonder when my Mr Right will appear..... Hope it wont take too long.......

Wow... I realli neglect my blog for a long long time.... I guess i'm just too lazy lah....

Well, i juz change job... To financial consultant with Prudential.... A lot of ppl will be surprised as to why i give up a stable job....... Well..... I dun wan to work for others forever... And also, i'm not suitable for desk bound job.... I like to run around, walk around..... And my boss is abit too much for mi... :x

Anyway... Here i am!!!! Trying my best to survive.... Hmm... maybe not trying my best... :p Been slacking too much le.... Cannot.... Need to start working le... Start goin canvass..... Or i'm going to eat grass le..... :p

I will try my best to blog in the future k.... :)

Btw, i'm going to HK in oct with Ailing, Kok Chuan and Mingli...... :) Booked our tix at Natas fair with Hong Tai!!!!

But hor.... cos i juz change my passport, so got new passport number, den tat time i dun remember so nvr give them... They say will call mi to ask... But den, until now they still havent called mi... And our air flight is promotion de.. need to book by 2nd sept..... and now is already so late le..... dunno they got booked or not.... abit worried leh.... haiz.... Hope for the best.....

I wan to dye my hair and cut... Maybe next week ba.... :)

Today meet Ailing for dinner and movie..... We watched "Coco avant Chanel"... It's nice... I like it... :)